Renewed

Today I feel amazing. There are things going on in my life. For a long time I've been struggling. I am happy to say that I have a God who forgives and loves me when I do wrong and corrects me. I am blessed that he sent me a man to lead me in our relationship and be a strong honest christian man. I have an amazing family and future in-laws. I have a very supportive church family. I also have great friends that are old and new. I am just blessed in every way. Today I wanna praise him and grow stronger. I wanna be the christian I was made to be. Keep the faith. Be Blessed!

Beauty :)

Every commercial, magazine, media anything, etc... says that you have to work to be beautiful. You must fix your hair right, wear the perfect make up, and dress to impress even in your SLEEP! Why? Why sould we always have to work at feeling beautiful. Now given, I often have to remind myself to stop judging how I look and remember I am beautiful just the way God made me. It's often hard. So this is my step out today. This is a picture of me with no make up, hair up, t-shirt, and a jacket. And you know what's awesome? I look at this and know that I am BEAUTIFUL. Not because my looks, but because I have a beautiful heart and my God made me. Everything God creates is beauty. God made me. God made you. Think about it! Challenge for today or anyday! Go out without your make up. Go out with your hair in a total mess. Don't put on that cute shirt and high heels. Try sweat pants. The better you feel when you look what you believe to be your worst, the better you'll feel every day of your life. Be blessed!

Hold On!

Sometimes in life, this is the hardest thing to do. When you struggle to live day to day, when money is tight, relationships are strained, jobs are difficult to find, and you just get weak. I know personally how it feels to say "God, take it" and still be trying to hold onto it myself. He will never let us go. He will pick us up and carry us. Sometimes he just needs us to be weak so he can show us how strong he is. Right now I need to have this on a post-it note on my forehead so I don't forget and sont lose faith in him.

My Stand!

I'm not perfect.I have fallen too many times in my life. When I was 14 I found God. Since then I have struggled to be a teenager who lives for God. I messed up and have gone through times where it was like I had no conviction of right and wrong at all. Now, 4 years later I am blessed beyond what I ever thought I could be. I am still struggling. I find myself too often dancing in sin and then feeling the stabbing guilt. I am taking a stand. Secretsey is a blog that I thought up as an idea to reveal my personal secret struggle against Satan. **IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH WHAT I POST IT IS BETWEEN YOU AND GOD. THIS IS FOR ME TO DEAL WITH MY LIFE! I hope this can help others along the way who struggle like I do to realize they're not alone and that Jesus is walking with them just as he is walking with me. Keep ALL NEGATIVE comments to yourself. They will be removed!**  This is my first blog and it is my second step towards standing up against Satan's attempts to pull me from God. All prayers are appreciated and feel free to share your stories as I share mine. Be blessed world and take a stand! Amen.